There is therefore now no condemnation for those that are in Christ Jesus. Romans 8:1

When I began to understand Reformed Theology around 2016, I was attracted to preachers that made me feel guilty every sermon. I was convinced that the works in my life were a must if I was to be truly justified as a Christian. Strangely, I found security in the feeling of questioning my salvation (piety), but at the same time there was a burden of guilt that laid heavy on me.

It was a pious feeling to think about mortifying sin, when talking with others. But, when I was alone I had this feeling of tremendous guilt and burden that bothered me. I didn’t read enough of my Bible, I didn’t read enough Puritans, I didn’t hate my sin enough, etc.

I was gripped with guilt because I believed that my works were a part of my assurance and since my life didn’t meet certain standards then my faith must be weak. I truly believed Romans 8:1 and I believed that my salvation was secure, but my understanding was wrong because I was convinced that my works played a part in my assurance.

Thankfully, through God’s providence, I was invited to Theology for Breakfast with Pastor Pat. As I got to know members of Omaha Bible Church, I was encouraged beyond measure with the sweetness of the fellowship.

As my wife and I became members and I started getting more involved, especially on Wednesday nights in theology classes, I began to understand the law/gospel distinction. I was hearing a consistent message on Tuesday morning, Wednesday night, and especially on Sunday mornings, that Jesus Christ is our righteousness and that it is in his works alone that we are justified. I was developing healthy categories of law and gospel and the importance of keeping them separate.

I also came to understand that the preaching that made me question my salvation or make me feel guilty was actually devoid of gospel truth because it was emphasizing my works as something that contributes to my salvation. We are saved by the grace of God alone, through faith alone in the finished work of Christ alone.

Romans 4:5 says, “And to the one who does not work but believes in him who justifies the ungodly, his faith is counted as righteousness.” And Romans 5:6 similarly states, “For while we were still weak, at the right time Christ died for the ungodly.” As I prayed for understanding, and studied more, I have come to understand that my works don’t affect my justification because I have been justified by the perfect righteousness of Christ which has been provided by God himself.

This has brought a level of peace that surpasses all understanding. To know that I am secure in my salvation, because it is through the works of Christ, and to properly understand as well that my faith is a gift, brings this peace.

Like I used to, there are many people who believe their works play a part in their salvation. I have heard many people quote James 2:18 for example, convincing people that they must have works as part of their justification. Works are important for us as evidence to others that we are Christians, but our works do not justify us.

I want to encourage you to remember what Jesus said in Matthew 11:28, “Come to me, all who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest.” I have found true rest in the object of my faith, Jesus Christ, and my salvation cannot be questioned because I am saved based on his perfect work through his life, resurrection, and ascension.